Entah
Evanescence —- Lithium
Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels without…
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh but God I want to let it go.
Come to bed, don’t make me sleep alone.
Couldn’t hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn’t drink enough to say you love me.
I can’t hold on to me,
Wonder what’s wrong with me.
Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels without…
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Don’t want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can’t break free until I let it go.
Let me go.
Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.
I can’t hold on to me,
Wonder what’s wrong with me.
Lithium, don’t want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don’t want to forget how it feels without…
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
—– Hari ni aku tengah duk lepak jerk ni depan pc aku..kerja agak banyak hari ni added jalan kat johor ni jam gila..nak deepavali katakan..habis sesak..penin pala aku..duk ulang alik ke sana ke mari dalam keadaan yang panas terik tu..teruji iman aku..dengan penambahan masalah-masalah tertentu seperti biasalah kan..
Aku kekadang rasa cam sunyi gila sini bulan posa ni..cam sorang jerk rasa..kenapa ek?…dah kat seminggu ni aku balik umah lambat jerk from work..buka pun kat luar..makan setakat tuk alas perut then makan esok nyer tuk sahur..pun alas perut nyer..aku buka hotel pun tak leh nak makan sangat..kenapa ek?..but rasa berat badan aku ni camtu jerk..cam tak ubah pun..tensi beb..waaaaaa..aperk nak buat ek..rasa cam hari ni hari tensi sedunia..
Sekali lagi aku cam sedih sikit memikirkan benda yang aku telah hilang..agaknyer bila aku ni nak ok balik lah kan..asyik-asyik pikir benda sedih jerk.bila nak happy…aderk tak sesaperk kat sana sudi happykan aku..aku banje lolypop..nak? Ni lagi beberapa hari jerk nak raya dah ni..but kerja aku makin hari rasa cam makin banyak lah pulak..camner tu?..binggung aku dibuatnyer..aderk org leh tolong aku lagikk tak?..hukhuk..waaaaaaa…..kenapa dengan aku ni..hukhuk..entah ah..hari ni hari menggong and hari benggong sedunia..
Sebelum aku terlupa..malam ni malam 27 Ramadhan..so gunakan lah yerk sebaik mungkin..mudah-mudahan mendapat syafaat darik ALLAH SWT…aku pun insyaALLAH kalo rajin berjaga lah aku..mana tau kot-kot aku yg kalut ni and banggang ni tetiba insaf..sedar..hidayah and taufik tu lagik banyak turun kat aku kan..InsyaALLAH..saperk tak mo kan..penting tu…hohoho…erm..sedih lagik..huwaaaaa..nak happy..tak kira..nak happy gak..tolong….waaaaaaaaa…huaaaaaa..whuaaaaaaaaa..
Last but not least..to that someone tu..love you..miss you..even thou i know you don’t have anything for me anymore..take care and always pray for the best for you..but ingat..and perlu tanamkan dalam diri tu..tuk sabar..and bersyukur..okai…my dear aoineko…
K lah..song for the moment tuk today is Evanescene..Lithium..suka sangat cara Amy Lee bawak lagu tu dengan suara dia..aku tak really pay attention to the lyrics but more kepada cara dia bawak lagu tu..interesting lah beb..hukhuk..Amy Lee rock..and lagi satu lagu Snow White Queen..tu pun best..nanti ah aku upload kan lyrics dia yerk..hohoho….
Selamat berbuka to all okai………..
Jaa na’
mata’
