Th3 Fr0z3N D3sTinY

Wahh….when was the last time i updated this blog. It was like last weekkan. So senang cerita, sibuk ah brother…aderk dua mindterm then assingment lagik..so jangan marah lah yerk brother. Hukhuhk…bapak segala poyo’s. Well..last week ek, aperk yg berlaku. Erm..aku cam tak leh  nak recall ah. But for sure..spend masa ngan honey bunny aku then study kat library and kat umah. Cerita pasal umah aku, huish…housemate aku leh kena langgar kat depan umah dalam kereta sendirik…time dia nak ambik barang kat seat belakang keta dia. Yg langgar nyer lak org yg mintak barang tu. Sadis…hari jumaat malam sabtu…dalam kul 9 aku rasa. Aku dapat tau pun lepas aku balik umah after soending time with my honey bunny. Kereta dia depan belakang remuk, tak lah teruk gila but conform keba tukar baru, tak leh semen. Then tiang batu besar pagar umah aku tu leh beranjak sebab kena langgar. Gaban ah. Housemate aku lak terhentak bahu kat pintu kereta dia and buku lali dia cam tergesel ah kat jalan tar..pergh..jalan tar tu beb…buku lali tu beb. Perit sungguh. But ok ah..bukan benda besar..kira benda kechik gak and tak lah parah or serious gila. Kereta dia lak, tuan yg melanggar tu cover habis ah semua. Sesilap kancil tu pasni masuk bumper baru Mira ah..huhuh..cam aderk udang di sebalik tembok yg kena langgar ngan kereta tu. Ishishish….

Hari sabtu aku bangun lambat. Then gi makan tghgari ngan honeybunny pastu gi study kat library. Habis study kat petang…balik umah and terus tidur. hukhukhuk.. Malam tu tak kuar..duk umah jerk. Badan cam tak sihat..so study sikit pastu tengok satu movie jepun ni baru habis down. Cerita pasal family gak ah..aderk cam dongeng dia sikit..but ni cerita real action tau..bukan anime..Tajuk dia aku lupa ah. But serious..aku cam tersentuh sungguh tengok cerita tu. Hehe..yg bestnyer hari sabtu…aku dengar lagu Gundam Seed Destiny by T.M Revolution - Vestige…full blast ngan 5.1 aku..wwwoooohhhhoooo…puas hati beb…hehe..then pastu gi tidur…hehehe.+

Saturday fly away and come Sunday. Sunday cam biasa ah..tak derk paperk sangat aku rasa. Gi kuar study jerk lah. Ish..aperk lak..aku study kat umah jerk. Petang tu gi makan ngan honeybunny. Malam tu study..sambil mendownload Gundam Seed Destiny 40…hehe…Akatsuki tajuk dia…Gundam baru Cagalli Yuran Athla…adik, kembar Kira Yamato. Cakap pasal Kira Yamato… GSD Ep 39…aku rasa dah tengok kat 30 kali…lelagik part Kira launch Stirke Freedom dia yg baru…gempak gila lah beb….huhu…aku nak gak Gundam cam tu..leh aku bawak honeybunny aku jenjalan ngan Gundam tu…gi bulan ker ek…sayang..kita gi dating kat bulan nak..hehehe…Impian dan harapan yg ……kecapi…(–isi tempat kosong–)

Lupa…jumaat lepas paper mid term aku…Data and Telecomunication System…aku study leh tahan gak..and berbaloi ah..sebab soalan dia memang senang gak ah..so kuar exam ngan hati yg lapang. But bantai semalam lak..exam Prob&Stat….huish..study cam org gila..dua chapter jerk….but bila time exam…mati wei..susah gila..aku cam nak nangis..rasa cam bazir usaha aku study cam org gila tuk beberapa hari. honey bunny aku pun aku jarang jumpa sebab study tuk paper tu nyer hal. Last2 cam tak leh buat. Rumus hafal but serious tak tau nak guna rumus tu ngan soalan yg mana satu. Semua dedekat sama. Ish2….aku dah risau..paper leh tahan kosong gak ah. But still cuba ah buat jerk..masukkan rumus and entah paperk lah…atleast dapat penuh sikit satu paper darik dua paper yg dia org kasik. Exam sejam jerk actually but rasa cam dua jam lak. Kuar jerk main hall..carik Jeya..dia bagi tau aku dulu " Macha..i donno which rumus also to use dei " ….nampak jahat but tetiba ras lega..sebab sifu aku pun tak tau camner nak buat. Semua bantai hentam jerk…jadik kira…semua org tka leh buat ah…risau tu hilang sikit but then risau balik. Kalo paper final camtu lah..mati lah wei aku..camner nak hidup ni..Ish2..Then pas habis paperk..aku siapkan assignment prob and stat..then gi hantar kat bilik lecturer terus..dalam kul 10.25 malam. Dia still aderk kat bilik and guess what..dia dah habis tanda paper midterm tu…uish..lagik lah gila gaban. Memandangkan aku ni lapar gila tahap dewa..aku pun gilah makan besar ngan honeybunny aku kat Mesra..kenyang..BurrPPppp..Time tengah lepak ngan honeybunny kat ep..nampak keta haikal..hantar elly..aperk lagik…aku pun ambik lah kesempatan tuk tumpang abg haikal kita balik umah..hehe..Mekasih lah abg haikal…Malam tu aku duk godeh pc aku..sebab hdd aku yg aku dapat free tu cam buat hal…dia cam aderk read write process yg tak berhenti2 sampai membebankan processing lain kat pc aku..tension gila. Aku duk lah godeh2…punya lah  godeh2..and satu benda yg menarik berlaku. Bila aku set up hdd tu jadik primary and run os dalam dia…aku tak derk gangguan cam aku alami kalo aku guna hdd tu sebagai slave. But yg aku conform..kekadang S.M.A.R.T system aku cakap hdd tu yg buat hal..kekadang kuar masa load bios ah…ush2….tak perk…dah tension…guna balik Hdd lama aku sebagai primary and buat bodoh jerk guna hdd baru tu..sebab kekadang jerk dia buat hal. Layan lagu2 jepun and video clip yg baru di download..dalam keadaan hujan lebat kat luar…Sejuk tu…pastu tengok anime Trinity Blood ep10…Lpeas tu pun tidur…..ZZZzzzzzZZZZZzzzzz…

And for today..erm..bangun awal…gi breakfast ngan honeybunny…then gi tutorial. Lepas sejam gi class OOP ngan lecturer yg cukup memboringkan. Ngantuk gila aku…and lepas sejam class pun habis. And sekarang disinilah lah aku di CITS lab menaip blog ni..hehe..sambil buka e-mail and buat tutorial….muahaha…think that’s all since aku aderk class kul 3 ni and i need to go now. Selamat tak derk class kul 4 hari..hoorrrraaaiiiiiiii….hehe…

Jaa ne’

I woke up at 9 a.m on 19th July 2005…and…my ears seems to detect the sound of a heavy rain drop, my nose seems to smell the scent of the rain while my brain…it tells me to keep on sleeping…OrOOOO….then suddenly the clock ring…damn…my HP alarm activate..Damn…i though it was still monday..Damn again. Woke up, sit infront of the pc, Open my windows media player and watch Gundam Seed Destiny 39 the part where Kira revive using Strike Freedom…and guess what…my spirit for class where burning with the flame of Kira Yamato..Muahahaha…burn baby….hukhuk…So then gi mandi…water damn cold..but not shivering…print some notes and off i go to class. Today Jeya never came to class so i sit beside Nazim today. And it seems that our tutor..Mr Hussein seems to notice that Jeya were absent..Muahahaha…doom u Jeya..

After one hour, I proceed to the next class which is Object Oriented Programming and we are having a new lecturer today. He came in and from my first glance..i though he was MMU student but it proof wrong. He is a lecturer, currently still majoring in Data Mining in Uni Putra Malaysia doing PhD…so young lah the lecturer..added he is a foreigner..rupa macam mat saleh and his name is Ashraf something ah…hukhk..He seems to be blur bput everything. He took out his protable laptop HDD ( HArdDisk ) with external casing then he transfered something to the pc in Our Common Lecture Centre..CLC…and he told us it’s going to take like 6 to 7 minute..damn..masa tu…He can just download the notes from mmls right and it would take him less than one minute perk…thou..Lepas tu lak, he seems to have problem with the mic, then the projector. The later he went out may be to find the technician  to find out ow to operate the projector. Attendants where given out earlier and most of us take the opportunity to sign it and just blah from the class. I waited and like half an hour pass. Having headache and hungry and no mood aleady coz the lecture hall is damn freakin cold. Abuthen..do what lah..aperk lagik..buat lah benda jahat..sign attendant then cabut blah..hukhuk..sorry sir but have to..

I went out the lecture hall to find out that it was raining outside. I went straightaway to MMU new cafe and tapau food for my lunch. Open my umbrella and off i go to my room..muahaha..walking in the rain and i’m soaked in the rain. Guna payung tu..huishh..

Went home, eat then surf website for while..then tidur since headache very2 teruk.

Cerita petang lak ni ek..hukhuk…baca notes darik 6 - 7…and stil sufering from this heavy headache. Huh..makan lah panadol..desperate..sebab sakit sangat. Then later at 7 mandi. tonight my gurl got class and meeting so i study at home only. Later at 9 like that i would go makan with her lah after she finish her class and meeting. But then, my dear beloved auntie called me like 7.30 i guess. Hukhuk…mila Ilama..miss me kah..hukhuk. Seems that she’s asking me on where she can hear live streaming song and radio. She don’t want to download it but wanna hear stream it. So i try to gave her some side but seems useless coz i myself need to search bit lah but guess what..my damn streamyx connection making hal lagik lah kan..slow tahap gaban. huh. I told her that i”ll mail the link later to her coz i’m going to check out the link over in cits for faster connection. I asked her to visit my blog.Huhuh..scared wei..coz my aunt ma..hehe..donno how she would look at all of my posting. Later after she read it, she send me a message saying " after i read it, i seems to forget how much you’ve grown up"…huhu..u see..my auntie and my parent still look my like child even thou my badan makin membesar …ehehehe…nyway..she’s my greatest and sporting and most best auntie..hehe…r&b auntie lah..hukhuk..well love ya Ilama and thanks for taking care of your lil naughty nephew here…hehee….

At 9 p.m i went out to campus, spend some times in cits then when makan with my gurl at MESRA. After makan we went to petronas…she cucuk duit and me..buy ice - cream lah..hehe..carik penyakit kan..dah sehari mandi hujan pastu gi beli ice-cream lagik..huh..hehe…sajerk jerk.. I send my gurl back to ep then walk bak to my house at 11.30. Half way meet nazim..he was driving for today i guess and he pick me up. Went to room, open notes, open e-mail, open blog, and here i am right now still righting this blog while also searching for T.M Revolution new song for Gundam Seed Destiny..Vestige…nice song beb..and before i end this blog..check out the lyric ya…

Till later then…jaa ne’ minna

P/s : By the way…Mizu is water in japanese language

T.M Revolution

Vestige

For the wish, smashed inside the clenched fist,
my palm bleeds.
Everlasting wings and chains are well alike
in that they can both get nowhere because of their weights.
With the juvenile eyes we are only to be deprived of,
men spare thoughts for the stars that shall never return.
It is to make each raised torch bloom as LIFE
and convey, that we call DESTINY.
Shines and engraves…  Anyone is tender.  The scar of time.
Even if we cry at one’s end, a substitute is soon made.
All exist to be forgotten.
Even if tomorrow were, like a feather descending from the sky,
an illusion disconsolate once awakened…
If getting hurt avidly is what we call LIFE,
you, who’s indelible, are the only TRUTH.
Leave it right here.
Our vestige, which is dazzling yet ephemeral.
It is to make each raised torch bloom as LIFE
and convey, that we call DESTINY.
Shines and engraves…  Anyone does so tenderly…
If getting hurt avidly is what we call LIFE,
you, who’s indelible, are the only TRUTH.
Leave it right here.
Our vestige, which is dazzling yet ephemeral.

erm…last blog was on friday..sorry for the delay coz sort ta in a pinch this few days. Well, ow should i put it..when to TechTime early in the morning at 11 on Saturday..hehe..11 a.m is early in the morning for me. Guess what, the place was damn crowded. And i’m there looking for hdd for my friend. Can’t find any 120G coz finish so just decided to bought for him th3 160G instead. The day was crowded with people. I went to se my housemate take part in the FIFA soccer challenge..mean play game lah..but bukan guna CPU biasa beb….They are using Titan Casing which soct RM559, Corsair 1G with display RAM, Klipsh 2.1 which market cost nearly RM500, and to make it simple, the cpu only cost like RM5000…damn…if only i can get one of those. Anyone please, buy for me one for my birthday. Thanks you and i shall belanja u whom bought me what i ask a Teh Ais…ok aaa….

On that very day also, amar and putri can to the TechTIme also. Sadly, i can’t seems to teman Putri that much coz i was searching for the dude whom are selling me a DVD-RW dual layer for RM180..Tha brand is Plextor…huh..Zaidi told me that thing market price was like nearly RM400..huhu…guess i was in luck. Fitted it and it is working smoothly. After a long day over at the TechTime..and after waited for the banggang lucky draw but tak menang pun, I went back home like near 5 p.m. Balik belum mandi..terus fit in the DVD-RW i just bought.huhu…Then settle gi mandi lah. That night tak keluar coz my honey was in kampung and added it still drizzling that night. So duduk rumah and makan roti jerk lah wei sambil layan movie Vanilla Sky…huhu…

Then later at night, i spent sometime infront of my pc chatting and updating my anime and software. I chat with my small sis in cyber..( Ana –  Same age actually except she’s small like my sis but not my blood sis lah…paham2 jerk lah ek tak paham maksudnyer senggal ) …it was her birthday so i chat with her to wish her properly. But it seems she was out of mood. To put it, she was out of mood before i message her but when i message her, her mood ok a bitlah. But later i find out he was sad coz celebrating birthday not with his family but alone in cyber. I felt sorry for her and tried to comfort her, but it seems i make it worst coz i seems to make her miss her family more..Damn me and myself, thought of just leting go when she said miss her family, but i felt it won;t be good, i need to comfort her..but the stupid me never though that i should have not comfort her and just stay away so she can recover her self. Well…as usuall, i’ve blown away other people mood again…Sorry Ana..really2 sorry..but i’m bit heart broken also. To end up th night…i stayed up all night listening to Tamil song and reading some lecture notes.then went to bed.

Sunday..huhu…nazim coppied to my pc all the george lucas star wars legacy..1,2 and 3. And guess what, i finish watching all of it in one day..whohhh…crazy right. Before that, my family came to melaka and the see me to give some stuff after they put up a night over in Pulau Besar. Seems my father wanted some vacation. huhu…He came over..give me the stuff he wanted to give. I was hungry that time..malas nak jalan lah katakan…and since they ate already, they just bring me to Cayrry House and i tapau then they send me back home. They move out from my house here in melaka like at 12.20 and they reach my house in jb at 2p.m…huhu…guess i’m still far away to breaking my father speed record…hukhuk..After i tapau, i continued to watch starwars…hehehe…The story was sort ta sad u know since i watch all three episode in a day..U know lah, i watch when he was still a small kid till he got married and then turn to darth vader..huhu..stupid right..But yet still, Obi One Kenobi still the man by yet have the power to beat Anakin Skywalker.Huhu…but seriously..the part where anakin were modifed and when Padme gave birth was so sad till the part she died. Damn….I wish there would be new version of star wars trilogy for the episode 4 ,5 and 6.

After all that, i toke my bath, pray and then studied bit more for my upcoming midterm paper…huishhh..banyak tu nak kena study..paisehhhh…..Then later at midnight when out with ma honey and we went makan burger..Then nearly kul 12 i went back, lepak depan pc for while then ZZZzzZZZzz i go.

The on Monday, it was raining early in the morning…damn..such a weather to sleep..*Yawn*…i spend half of the day watching Guyver anime..since i just finished download it and the other half of the day studying. Then later in the evening it was the time..hukhuk…Gundam Seed Destiny ep ; 39 finished. Muahahahha…but time nak tengok lah pulak sound card driver buat hal..huishh…..spent like half an hour uninstall and install balik..then dapat tengok lah..Kira rocks man..Stirke Freedom in action..huhuhu..I like the song when Kira went inside his new unit and used it..nice song..wish the mp3 would be out soon for me to download…hehehe…Kira….wwwweeehhhhoooooooo…

Night i went to study with ma honey and In and Yuni. At ps, we were waiting for this one guy whom my chick brought her handphone from. Mean i’m the one whom actually arrange it for her lah. She’s buying 2650 Zitron model for the price of RM395.For me..i think the price was ok lah. She’s replacing her old hp which lost. She tough wanna take 6020 but what to do…no budget meh..but yet..her new HP still look nice..silver colour..heheJaga hp tu bebaik yerk sayang..jangan hilang lagik k…muaaaahhh…..

Dan al kisah lah pulak..time nak send my honey balik..hujan lah pulak..huishhhhhhhh lagi..then send dia terus balik..and balik2..sakit kepala campur cam sakit mata..aderh..tension bapak…but yet..still sitting infront of ma pc to finish up this blog..even if no one is reading it..yet still i’m still enjoy writing out everything that happen in my life. Huhuh…before i forget…i also dah tengok Full Metal Panic The Second Raid..gempak gak ah..hehehe..

Dah ngantuk..mata pun dah sakit gila….wanna go to ZZZZzzZZZzzz….so folks out the..chill out ya..but yet..i’m still sad over someone whom still not message me back..Broken HEart and SoUL oF MIn3….ZZZZZzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzz

Currently the clock shows 11.26 p.m and i’m know writing this blog in a feeling i can’t quit sure and i’m currently listening to ANBE - ANBE from the movie JEANS.

Well to put in another way…it is raining outside…cold..felt preety lonely inside.A lot have happen like this past 2 days and it seems to be haunting me. Even some thing which happen the very last minute, the very same day last week is haunting me to dead now.I’m for that reason, i’ve been doing something which totally out of my own criteria. It is a sad feeling to think bout u’re prinsip and moto and at the end of the day, u found out that u are in a tight situation where u have to sacrifice it coz of your own stupid mistake. Or is it coz of your own weakness.

Have u ever wonder if one morning, u woke up and wish that every bad thing that had happen are all just a bad dream. and have u even wish that your dream are real..even for some bad dream. It seems to be sickening but i just hate this sort of feeling in my gut. Shit does happen but really hate to have this shit feeling. Damn……wish i’m having something right now which could solve all of my problem…but well again..it is just another kiddo dream and i need to awake from it..I’m 20 but yet still having this childish brain.

This morning i woke up, when to class…then went to eat with my sayang. Then later i send her back to EP since she’s going back to her home town today. She did spend sometiumes with me at the Techtime at exam hall but it was just for a moment since the untoughtfully crowd was in there. Quit irritating to go to a place where u like all those thing..and need for it but there’s and empty pocket that u are traveling with. Well dah biasa lah katakan.

After i send her to EP..i went Jumaat prayer and i met Amar and Firdaus there. It starts to rain after the prayer but thank GOD that i have my umbrella inside my bag. I talk with Amar for while to find out that my good friend, which is Putri…whom is Amar ‘aweks’ also is going to stop by melaka on her way back to jb earlier today. Sadly i don’t have car and it was rain so kira malas wanna go see her lah…She won’t be mad i guess since she’s masak with my characthers.

I went back home with this burden off problem, trouble and headache in my head. Something came up and i have to pay for it consequence that time..Face it, i was the one creating the problem. Stupid me. But guess what, in the end my gurl was the one offering me help. This was a very different prob and i was like to embarace to accept it. I my self was quit shock that she’s willing to help me. She does change alot in past few month and i’m starting to love her more. Not just becouse she willing to help me but coz she seems to understand me better right now. Thanks honey……love u so much. That doesn’t settle the problem thou but it does give me the benefit to take a short nap.

Before i take a nap..i went to call my mom and find out that they may come to melaka tomorrow. Jasin actually. But still not conform wether they are going to visit me since my father are preety much in rush…just like me. Mean for this sem..i’m giving them a big headache..and of course i could not tell u all aperk headache tu kan…but i need to make it up to them this sem also. Suddenly having this feeling that i’ve let them down. Urrrghhhhhh….wish i was not this weak. I’m sp fragile and weak inspite my huge and big body……Like they say……Big body SMALL BRAIN…DAMN freaking tense…..AAAAAArrrrrgggggghhhhhhh

It was seems like another morning but the weather does seems bit cold.Maybe coz it was suposed to rain yesterday but it never did.Yesterday was not much going on.When to class and all..but it was damn freaking cold class.Last 2 days i bought an ink, black colour and guess what,it is now going to finish.Huish…baru print like 4 notes i think. Monster ink sucking printer.Last night when to study with my chick, In and Yuni also was there with as..and also Ungku. Hukhuk..he’s my honey good friend from secondary school and that guy currently studying in KUTM…living in pangsapuri murni behind UA. Good looking and still single..so to those chcik whom hunting for a man right now….u can catch him..

Since last 2 days my streamyx have been damn freakin slow. I though for sure that it was being down graded to 512kbps since Zaidi told me that it seems to many people using 1mb in taman dahlia and streamyx could not handle it..seems to many hah…HuH…thaaaa….damn it was preety frustrating coz all my download seems to stuck..shit isn’t it. But guess what, this morning the speed all is picking up again. hopefully it won;t give me any headache anymore.

Just watch Bleach 40 from Hell-Fansub…nothing much interesting thou except Ganjou find that Kuchiki Rukia..the one Ichigo trying to save is the one whom killed his own brother…( Bommer)….and right now Ganju have more thing to worried bout as he has to face Kuchiki Byakuya..the storngest one in Kuchiki’s family history…hukhuk..DIE dey……then habis…sambung episode 41 later..hukhuk…

And last night ungku put up a night at my house. He came to borrow some movie..but ended up putting up one night since he was very malas wanna walk back…haha…he watch naruto the movie also thou….Woke up thing morning at 7, then woke him up..by 7.30 he had when back to his house, i watch Bleach then take my bath and right now me going to class…..

Till next time again folks……..

Jaa ne’

What a day it was today..woke up kelam kabut..have a breaklunch actually with my honey..then gi class…then lepas class lak..gi OOP..and to found out that lecturer sekarang nak gi further study in PhD under Scholar to South Korea…Whoow..Then class kul 3-4 OS cancel lak…so class patut habis kul 1 habis kul 2…so balik lah lepas singgah kedai bonda..Later like at 2, my honey hantar msg kata aderk meeting nanti petang..So aperk lagik..siap then kuar..rasa cam miss class..but sempat ah lepas habis meeting jumpa Jeya then gi class…To mention it, my mood starts swing kat kul 1 gak ah bila call umah.my mom told me something that preety freak me out a bit..DEngan mood camtu lah i duduk sampai ke class prob and stat kul 4-6.Cam biasa lepak ngan jeya dalam class..but this time got chung-E and Martin Boon siew motor..hukhuk…duduk sebaris..and guess what..aku duk berbual ngan jeya tak berhenti..dimeriahkan lagik ngan martin and chung-E..huhu…memang sadis ah..duduk belakang lak tu..depan semua penuh..huish..But still..aku aderk ah salin memaner yg patutkan..Quit lot of stuf jugak bual ngan Jeya today.bout life.study,future..and most of it Jeya future la kan..hukhuk..then tap tup tap tup…kelas pun habis selepas chung-E duk runggut bila kelas nak habis..Jeya lak aderk lah adegan lawak banggang ngan attendance tadik..kantoi malu ngan awek duk sebaris tadik..Muahaha..Well to look back, it does bring back memmori masa Alpha dulu sebab chung-E and Martin satu group with me and Jeya..and thava and vijay lah yg dah aderk kat cyber..Di tambah pulak subject belajar prob and stat, lagik ah kan ingat time ambik subject tu memaula masa first sem Alpha.Aku leh ingat aku study subject tu cam org gila sebab mid term and course work bapak rendah gila,but final leh dapat b- ek..muahaha….but well..those time are when me.Jeya,Thava and even Vj and ara..and vinod,balan..and sesaperk lagik lah kita selalu study kat exam hall every night till rearly morning..haha..bodoh gila time tu..study and gelak cam org gila..But guess what,those are some of the most happiest moment in Alpha..sebelum semua berpecah gi cyber and stay melaka ah…And for me and Jeya……it sure is such a memories to sit just now inside the prob and stat class and talk as if we are still in Alpha…Miss those days but yah..they same situation in the same day won;t come twice even in it’s nearly posibble equivalent or same shape..Life must go on..

Lepas class…jumpa my honey,makan kat curry house.Hujan so cam malas nak gi Stygix and MMC..carik ink printer..but my honey cakap jalan jerklah..sikit jerk hujan..So jalan lah kita org dengan berkongsi satu payung kecik.Selamat lah hujan renyai jerk ek sayang..Carik ink..kat MMC c45 black dia jual 23..tak puas hati aderk lagik murah nyer..Gi Stygix and there..ink dia RM18..haha..harga yg aku carik jumpa gak..tak membazir aku duk usha semua tempat..and jalan jauh..jumpa gak ink yg murah and quality..hehe..Usha cdrw drive..combo drive and dual layer..but guess what..cdrw jerk lah yg aku mampu nak beli nanti .My cdrw sekarang ni dah rosak..HDD dah penuh ngan anime and need to kosongkan ASAP..Duit limited so senang cerita…kita beli barang seocndhand lelong yg elok jerk lah masa PC fair nanti..Sadisnyer but aperk kan daya..budget yg lebih tinggi di gunakan tuk keperluan lain yg lebih penting..Lepas habis usha and beli..aku ngan honey aku pun balik lerk…and singgah kedai hp servey hp baru tuk org yg hilang hp..hehe..caya tak caya..nokia flip yg colour screen no camera baru 400..murah tu..but my honey kata mahal..aderk lagik murah..so aperk lagik..we follow the leader..sebab..dia lagik update..aku update pasal pc aderk lah..mauaha…

Sampai ep, hantar my sayang balik..then aku kebas payung dia balik..kejam tak…jangan marah k sayang..Alhamdulillah aderk hamba ALLAH baik hati ambikkan kain aku yg tersidai kat luar masa hujan..selamat tak basah..terima kasih bebanyak na..And to make it short..till now..rasa tak sedap hati darik tengahari tu aderk.So call mak sekali lagik..then berbual..ok ah sikit..rasa sedap hati dah tak derk…but rasa kena naikkan semangat aderk..Have to study harder than before..my gurl is behind me supporting and so are my friend like Jeya and my lil sis kat cyber..Ana….and cuurently….Song Of The Moment ….Akatsuki no Kuruma by FictionJunction feat Yuuka….My Immortal Band Version Video Clip by Evanescence and Find The WAy..singer dia tak tau sebab bahasa Japang..hehe…and that is the song i’m hearing right now to boost up my mood adnd some of lost spirit.Nak print notes ngan ink baru pas ni..then nak gi mandi..hehe…lepas tu buat air makan ngan biskut tawar..sedap gila beb…hehhe…and last but not least..Hoping for a better and brigther tomorrow with some new hopes..there are building hopes somewhere in the middle of today and hope to bring it to tomorrow..making sure that tomorrow is how i like i wish to be..if not 100%..it should be atleast 80%……need all the strenght that i can find to make a good beginning for everything starting tomorrow….Need fly up higher than before….need to FIND THE WAY adios and wassalam for today…

Jaa ne’

Yo’ ……  OhaIo’….just got up…after the long tiring night i’ve dedicated to face this own war of mine…finally i’ve went to bed with eagerness and little bit of joy…why…sebab Gundam Seed Destiny 38 new opening seems to be featuring Kira Yamato new unit which is the Strike Freedom…something good beb coz i seems to hate this Shin guy …The Ace guy for this season Gundam Seed Destiny..but u see…he seems to have the bit nicer Gundam…which is the Destiny Gundam..damn but never mind..still for the coming episode…the Strike Freedom shall be reborn..muahahaha….so tu lah yg penat duk aku tunggu nak habis sampai kat pukul 3 tu…selamat lah aderk awek aku…Inspector Sunny semalam…and Abg Zaydee kita yg nak temankan aku semalam kan..hukhuk…lepas subuh…tidur balik…sadar2 bangun dah kul 12…gila lah beb..hukhuk…teringat kat si Shafee ni…kenapa ni..hukhuk…sat lagik nak mandi..hari ni tak derk class since today memang tak derk class lah kan..HoraYyYyy. Lepas mandi karang nak gi campus,dah sewa kereta sebab adinda aku leh pulak hilang hp dia kat MP last Saturday.So basicly sewa kereta kat akak Kelisa kita then kita gi Melaka Raya carik Maxis…untung baik aderk org beli hp jugaklah kan..hukhuk..Susah org tak dekr hp ni,aku nka contact pun semput aku.

The Cloud seems nampak mendung kat luar tu, jangan cam semalam sudah.Nak keluar kul 2,dah siap nak…( s3dIh nI )…boleh lah pulak hujan…waduh..kebuluk aku duk bilik melayan cerita Guyver The Dark  Hero..movie ni aku tengok kat tv Singapore dulu..ni down balik ah darik ova, movie serta animated dia sekali.Movie yg aku tengok produce in 1994 so gambar bukan dvd na..hukhuk…

Sebelum aku belahlah kan..nak send my condolensence kat Abg Zaydee kita sebab streamyx kat umah dia tu jadah betul..connection tak stable memanjang..dah lah dia bayar RM88 but cannection cam dial up lagik laju ek..hukhuk..siap dah di maki streamyx pun tak derk kesan lagik…fiyuhhhhh…gila gaban..hukhuk…adeh…aperk nak jadik streamyx…haha….Kepada sesaperk kat luar sana..tolong ambik perhatian ek…aderk GB and aderk Gb…B = Byte and b = bit….and 8 bit = 1 Byte..so jangan tertipu oleh kebodohan sendirik ek..cam aderk org semalam tu..hehe…jangan terasa..muahaha…

K lah..nak gi mandi..karang marah adinda aku kalo aku lambat ni..huh..my second blog and it’s aleady this long…tu ah aku ni..suka merepek kerepek..that’s all folks and see ya  all next time dude….

Jaa ne’…

Yo…all people out there who are reading this thing right now…thanks for reading it since this is my first blog ever…second actually and the only one who knows bout my first blog should be my one and only hostel roomate…Sir tidusthecoolest..hukhuk…genkides…..

Guess thats all for know..i’ll be sure to update it later…jaa ne’